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Ugly Kid Joe - Cats in the cradle
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Let me tell you about my life...
Let me tell you about my dreams...
Let me tell you about the things that happen...
Always real to me...
Let me tell you of my hope...
Of my need to reach the sky...
Let me take you on an awkward journey...
Let me tell you why...
Let me tell you why...
O njoj...
†Ime: Mateja
†Prezime: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
†Nadimci: Scooby, Kushek, Skočko
†Razred: 8. :(
†Datum rođenja: 26.10.1993.
†Živim u: Velikoj Vesi, mjesto pokraj Krapine
†Slušam: Metal i Rock
†Bendovi koje slušam : Sonata Arctica, Nightwish, My Chemical Romance, Him, Iron Maiden, Metallica, The Rasmus, Children Of Bodom, Cradle Of Filth, Helloween, Iced Earth, Korn, System Of A Down, Static-X i još dosta njih al mi se sad već ne da pisati...
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Neznam dalje... -_-"
Al uglavnom ak vas nekaj još zanima ovo vam moj MSN:
frika-freak@hotmail.com
Slobodno me dodajte... =)
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Heh, to sam ja... =)
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†Tamy
†Marijana
†Buraz
†Stipe
†Marina
†sHe
†Katarina
†Marija
†Hihi...Ne...
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Aerodrom
Digni me visoko
Uzmi me sa sobom i povedi me
I povedi me, i povedi me
Digni me visoko da ti ispričam
Svoje snove sve, svoje snove sve.
Odvedi me do mora gdje su djevojke
Gdje su djevojke, gdje su djevojke
Koje nikad nikom nisu rekle ne
Nisu rekle ne, nisu rekle ne.
Al' ja ipak nisam luda
Koja vjeruje u čuda
Što se kriju iza mora
I gora dalekih.
Spusti me na zamlju, ali oprezno
Ali oprezno, ali oprezno
Hrabar sam, ali neću izazivat zlo
Izazivat zlo, izazivat zlo.
Možda jednog dana ipak uspijem
Ipak uspijem ipak uspijem
Samo ako prije se ne napijem
Se ne napijem, se ne napijem.
Jer ja ipak nisam luda
Koja vjeruje u čuda
Što se kriju iza mora
I gora dalekih...
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A good friend will come bail you out of jail... A true friend will be sitting next to you saying : "Damn ... We fucked up..."
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I hope you CHOKE on every word you spoke when you were screaming at me...
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Dare to be different...
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The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them and knowing you can`t have them...
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People who think pink is the new black have mental problems...
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I don`t need sex... Life fucks me whenever it can...
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It doesn`t hurt to dream... It hurts more to wake up....
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I`m not crazy... My reality is just different than yours....
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I stoped fighting my inner demons, we`re on the same side now...
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Hate is easy... Love takes courage...
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You cry.. I cry...
You laugh.. I laugh...
You jump off a clip.. I laugh...
Even harder...
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It`s a beautiful day... Now watch some asshole fuck it up...
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Alcohol: Some of the best times you`ll never remember...
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You can not kill what you did not creat!
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I`d tell you to go to hell but I work there and I don`t want to see you every day...
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So if I like black? It doesn`t make me a bad person..
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I`m only wearing black until they make something darker...
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Things to do today:
1. Get up
2. Survive
3. Go back to bed
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Shit happens mostly to me so don`t worry...
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It`s not easy being a psychopath...
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I`m not alway right.. But I`m never wrong...
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You suck and that's sad...
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Boys lie & kind of stink...
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Wow your music sucks hard
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Braindead and happy...
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I'm not an alcoholic, I'm a drunk and enjoying it!
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I don't discriminate. I hate everyone!
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333 - Halfway to Hell
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Školu - odjebi...
Starc - zajebi...
Dečka - pojebi...
Život - razjebi...
I bit češ happy...!
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Sonata Arctica
Don't Say A Word
I am your poison candygram,
the love that's meant to fade away
Vade retro, alter ego, move aside, I'm choking on this life
I think I tolerate your hate, as long as you're afraid
All I wanted was to be with you and suffer every day...
Under the moon I hold a wake for a promise torn
Mortally wounded, feelings sheltered me
Once again my shadow will enter your life
Time to walk with me the last mile...
I read a book about a man, a love, a woman, how they died
How I was waved aside, listen how the headless doves cry
I truly see a madman in the mirror when I'm weak
I spent a year in love before I realized it's me
Open your blue eyes, tell me that you love me, whore
Make me believe it, oh I know you're lying
Broke the vow I thought you made, my angel, why...
Could I let you wait out the night?
Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what,
Now, sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your morals say"
Cannot keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... don't say a word
It won't be long now, love, like mist I slowly fill the room
I place a black candle on your chest,
The path of night is manifest
I never wanted us to end up in this catatonic phase
It wasn't me who ran away, you made me stray...
Open your blue eyes, tell me that you love me, whore
Make me believe it, oh I know you lie
Broke the vow I thought you made, my angel, why...
Settling the score, we pass the twilight...
Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what,
Now, sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your morals say"
Cannot keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... don't say a word
Strawberry blonde, your stranglehold
on my heart is bound to end
I suppose, life sometimes,
it doesn't go the way it was meant
Though you never were a believer,
I assure you: I won't die before you
You read the book now,
The part "ashes to ashes, dust to dust"
Short is the flight of this little starling
Love sounds familiar, but the emotion escapes me
I will carpe the diem while it's still here,
And see how the fear of death becomes her
We had it all so sweet
Made for me, you, indeed...
Big secret, small the lie
Don't cry for me, oh, argentite
No word you say tonight
Can make this be alright
I'll help you follow through
Remember this?: Pacta sunt servanda
... The wounds are too deep,
I need to keep the scars
To prove there was a time
When I loved something more than life
Unlike the last time here,
I now have the means and a will sincere
Your knight is nowhere near
Unfortunate for you, this makes me your God...
[SOLOS]
Closing your eyes, don't ever say you love me, whore
You never meant a word, I know you lied
When there is life, there is despair, indulge me now
And stay alive this night... I promise you the end before the first light arrives...
Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what,
Now, sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your morals say"
Cannot keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... don't say...
Mother always said "my son, do the noble thing..."
You have to finish what you started, no matter what,
Now, sit, watch and learn...
"It's not how long you live, but what your morals say"
Cannot keep your part of the deal
So don't say a word... Don't Say A Word
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Him
Bury me deep inside your heart
Let me wake up in your arms
Hear you say it's not alright
Let me be so dead and gone
So far away from life
Close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You're all I ever wanted is you, my love
Your're all I ever wanted, just you
Let me never see the sun
And never see you smile
Let us be so dead and so gone
So far away from life
Just close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You're all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
That's the way it's always been
My heart stops beating only for you Baby
Only for your loving
All I ever wanted was you, my love
You're all I ever wanted is you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
You're all I ever wanted, you, my love
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Sonata Arctica
Still Loving You
Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there
I'll fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday
I will be there, I will be there
If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you
Try, baby, try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there
If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride and I know
What you've been through
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end
I'm still loving you
I'm still loving,
I need your love
I'm still loving you
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People like you
You live in a dream world
You despise the outside
And you feel it burn!
It's in your dream
There's just one question
Should I kill?
Or should I be left behind?
Sick and tired
Of all your complaints
This is the hour
We bring it down
I've come to realise
Every little glimpse, you fade
I was told that I could fly
When least expected,
Cloud Connected
You seem to be
So introverted
How come we fail
With all that is given?
You crossed the line
You remember my name
Time runs backwards
As we're heading that way
I've come to realise
Every little glimpse, you fade
I was told that I could fly
When least expected,
Cloud Connected
(Cloud Connected)
I've come to realise
Every little glimpse, you fade
I was told that I could fly
When least expected,
Cloud Connected!
I've come to realise
Every little glimpse, you fade
I was told that I could fly
When least expected,
Cloud Connected!
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A evo i mene s novim postom... Moram vam reči da su mi ove tri točkice koje stavljam nakon svake rečenice počele iti na kurac... Evo opet tri točkice, ma od sad ih već ne pišem, barem ne tako često.
Evo,ovak je već bolje. Heh.
Ovak, u subotu sam išla van nema više kazne! Weee! Bilo mi je zakon, kao i uvijek. Heh. Bili smo iza srednje, pili smo(naravno) i zajebavali se. Buraza su mi skoro ubili i mislim da više ne bude mogal imati djecu(auch!). I niš posebo. I čak sam se suzdržala i nisam se nalila ko krava. Wow, uspijeh. Al jesam bila malo pijana. Hihi, ja ne bi bila pijana. XD
U nedjelju samo se ja, Ivana i Marijana šetale pokraj Autohofa(to vam je restoran pokraj autoceste pa su tam puno onih idiota iz inozemstva koji prevoziju robu i ta sranja) i Ivana kak je pametna počela se prek potoka s nekim turcima razgovarat(a oni nju nisu niš razumjeli,a ni ona njih) pa sam se ja s njima sporazumjevala na njemačkom. I pozvali su oni nas na pivu. A mi budale smo i išle. Došle samo mi do njih ja počenem šprehati na njemačkom i tak donese tip pive. Kako su smiješno govorili. Za krepat. Marijana kak je spretna je pol svoje polijala po travi, malo je spila, a ostalo ja. Ja sam svoju spila i poslije još od Ivane malo jer već nije mogla a ja sam htjela iti jer me je ovaj počel napastovati. Onda smo rekle da idemo pa me tip nije pustil al sam mu pobjegla.
Ovaj smo tjedan pisali malu maturu, ja sam pisala povijest, geografiju i engleski. Engleski smo danas pisali. Svi smo prepisivali jedan od drugog, ja sam čak i Sinkoviću napisala pismo na zadnjem zadatku. I na povijesti i zemljopisu smo svi prepisivali i učeiteljice su nam pomagale. =)
A ja sam htjela pisati kemiju, fiziku, biologiju i hrvatski. Ne zbog predmeta, to nebi niš riješila jer to ni niš neznam, neg zbog . . . (žrtve no.1).
Sutra idem opet valjda van s Ivanom, Suzanom, Anom i Marijanom. A u subotu s burazom i ovim ostalima(nje ne budem nabrajala jer ih ima malo više). Jedva čekam, da opet pijem. Al nemojte misliti da sam alkić........ :P
Evo,pišem post jer mi se piše post...A dobar mi razlog...Al ovo bude donekle kratki post,samo budem pisala o današnjem danu...
Pa krenimo...Idemo u trećem licu?Ajde....
Ona se je probudila ujutro u osam,bila je malo razočarana jer nije sanjala . . . (nazivimo tu osobu žrtvom no.1,muhahahahaha)...I bila je sama doma pa je išla odmah na kompjutor igrat malo bitefight...I onda je poslije skora zakasnila na bus al to je kod nje već normalno...Pa je bila u Krapini...Prvo se šetala s Tamarom i vidla je . . . (nazovimo tu osobu žrtva no.2,buhahahaha),pa je morala u školu...U školi joj je bilo(čak) dobro...Nismu imali zadnja dva sata...Pa se opet šetala po Krapini...Onda je ostala duže s Suzanom,Anom,Marijanom i Domagojem..Onda su se oni svi tam družili iza škole kod četnika...LoL..Bilo joj je zakon..I dok je bila tamo vidla je . . . (nazovimo tu osobu žrtva no.3, muhahaha) i malo kasije opet . . . (žrtvu no.1)...Ovi ošli doma pa su ona i Suzana otišle na sladoled i bambus(mix za savršen završetak dana)...Onda je zakasnila na vlak pa je morala zvati staroga koji je danas došao s Paga...Došla je doma,otuširala se,opet došla na komp i sad piše post...Sad bude na kompu još malo pa ide spavat..
I to bi bilo ukratko to...Ovo mi je bil fakat jedan od najboljih dana do sad...Dan da nitko nije vikal na mene,živčanil na mene i tak nekaj...Zakon!A i nisam znala da su Ana i Suzana tak fora..Trebamo još iti tak van...A nije tak dugi post,kaj ne..? =)
LoL...
Aj idem sad..Pozdrav i big kiss svim navedenim u postu i, naravno, svima ostalima...
(= This Is The Best Day Ever =)
And we can run, from the backdrop of these gears and scalpels
At every hour goes the tick-tock bang of monitors as
They stared us down when we met in the emergency room
And in our beds, I could hear you breathe with help from cold machines
Every hour, on the hour, they drew blood
Well I felt I couldn't take, another day inside this place
From silent dreams we never wake, and in this promise that we'll make
Starless eyes for heaven's sake, but I hear you anyway
Well I thought I heard you
Say I like you, we can get out
We don't have to stay, stay inside this place
Someday, this day, we kept falling down
Someday, this day, set the ferris wheel ablaze
You left my heart an open wound
And I love you for
This day, someday we kept falling down
One day, this day all we had to keep us safe
And if we never sleep again, it would never end
Well I thought I heard you say to me
We'll go so far, far as we can
And I just can't stay, one day we'll run away
Jebote,pošli vikend je bil zakon...Jednim djelom..Ubiti jednim djelom nije bio...
Bilo vam je to tak...U subotu je Ivana bila sama doma,starci su joj bili na nekom vjenčanju...I naravno,mi išle pit..Trebala sam kod nje prespavati il nisam,zbog moje stare...Al je zato Tamara prespavala kod nje..I dok smo ja i Ivana čekale Tamaru da dođe,popile samo 2.5 L pive...Ivana je pila još malo mentole(ja nisam jer ne volim baš žesticu,al jesam si malo spila)...I dojde Tamara ,idemo mi na bambuse...Neznam kolko sam ih popila al dosta...Tamara je sebi i Ivani uzela cigarete(jer ja vam inače ne pušim jer sam alergična)...I tak pile smo i radile gluposti(al neće u detalje,vjerujte mi,tak je bolje),pisale gluposti i smijale se i tako...Onda meni Ivana kaže da si spušim malo,ja nju pitam dal me ona hoče ubiti,ona meni da neče da samo hoče vidjeti dal mogu pušiti il se buem počela gušiti(zbo već navedene alergije),i onda nisam al sam poslje spušila..Weee...I živa sam..Sad to još trebam trijezna napraviti da se skroz uvjerim da to mogu..a ak mogu onda budem tak happy... =)
A svađala sam se s starom(jer nisam htjela doma iti pa je na kraju došla po mene) prvo na mob, poslije i doma..Nebi rekla kaj samo joj sve govorila al je bilo tu dosta toga(a i ne sječam se baš svega,bila pijana)...A dobila sam i najgoru moguću kaznu,moram se svaki dan s njom barem pol sata razgovarati(zbog toga budem još već htjela piti) al ne pridržava se ona te kazne,di bi ona imala vremena za to...
A u nedjelju smo se ja,Tamara i Marijan šetale do lovačke kućice,pa smo usput stale kod nečije vikendice...I došel je vlasnik,i umjesto da nam veli da idem k vrgu,lijepo nas je pozval na gemište...Hehe..I imal ju u vikedndici svakakvih slatkiša i grickalica po smo mu sve skoro pojele...I pile smo još pivu...I kad smo išle doma smo ga još opljačkale za dvije bavarije... =)
Pišem nacionalni ili malu maturu il koji već kurac iz engleskog,geografije i povijesti za tjedan il dva,neznam...
Engleski znam,to je dobro,Povijest baš i neznam,na pamtim najbolje godine,gepgrafiju isto znam dosta dobro pa ne takav problem...
Hmm...Neznam više kaj da pišem...Možda da idem...?Neznam...Ma idem..Vidimo se,u biti,čitamo se... =)
Ej...Evo mene...
Da vam ispričam kaj se sve dogodilo u ovi tjedan dana...
Kao prvo, Katarina nije slavila rođendan u subotu...Nego u nedjelju...Bilo je baš zakon...Iako su bile i neke male iz šestog razreda bilo je dobro...Ja sam došla s Marijanom,al prvo nismo znale kak u kuću ući...Zvala sam ja Katarinu,ona se ne javlja,pa samo mi samo stale vani na dvorištu..Onda je došla njezina baka pa nam je rekla da moramo iti gore...Kad samo došla imale smo iznenađenje...Katarina nam je napravila koktele...Heh,yummy...Al to samo brzo popili pa samo išli na bambuse...I malo samo same radile koktele...Možete mislit kakvi su bili...Onda su ove male iz šestog razreda norile jer su se napile, ccc...Pa samo malo tv gledali,u biti,gledale smo Vrisak,ja sam se tako nasmijala...Isse,kako je smiješan film...I tak gluposti smo radile, itd....
Ovu su kokteli koje samo pile... =)
U ponedjeljak sma imala samo jedan sat u školi...Jer samo je i još neki iz razreda radili plakat pa su nam učitelji dopustili da to radimo pod satovima...
A u utorak samo morali prezentirati taj plakat...Pedagoginja je rekla da je plakat izvanredan,heh,to je zato kaj sam ja crtla... =)
U srijedu samo išli u kazalište...Predstava je bila zakon...Trebate to pogledati...LoL...I dobila sam knjigu na izlazu..Knjiga se zove "Zagli me i šuti"...Hmmm...
Jučer sam si kupila prvi parfem..Weeee! Zove se"Rock Muse"..Hehe..Baš je zakon,onak je bočica u obilku srca koje gori..Jebeno...
A danas nemamo školu jer je dan škloe pa treba samo na priredbu doć ak hočeš...Ja budem išla oko jedan s Marijanu...Moram ju još nazvati i pitat kad ide bus...Onda možda poslije ostanem u Krapini...
I tako..Neznam više kaj da natipkam..Jebeš,idem..
Bye..
